Monday, November 28, 2005

LET'S JUST GET THIS SHIT OUT ON THE TABL

OK NOW, .....TO THE NEXT PERSON THAT READS MY BLOG ENTRIES AND TRIES TO THROW SHIT I VENT ABOUT UP IN MY FACE OR USE INFO AGAINST ME......YOU COME AT ME WITH BULLSHIT ON MY BLOG......YOU WILL GET CURSED OUT AND CUT OFF!! NO MORE DRAMA! I AM DONE EXPLAINING MYSELF. I AM A GROWN ASS WOMAN AND I DO WHAT THE F*CK I WANT, WHEN I WANT. I AM NOT A WEAK ASS SUBSERVIANT AND PASSIVE DUMB-ASS. YOU GOT ME BENT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. UNDERSTAND THAT I AM THE ONE THAT'S FINE "ALL BY MYSELF" IF IT MEANS BOWING DOWN TO SOME TRIFLING ASS MO-FO. IT'S ALL GOOD. THERE ARE SO MANY DESPERATE ASS WOMEN OUT THERE THAT HAS TO HAVE A MAN!! YOU GOTTA HAVE A MAN SO BAD THAT HE CAN WALK ALL OVER, DISRESPECT YOU, TALK TO YOU ANY KIND OF WAY AND TREAT YOU ANY KIND OF WAY. WAKE THE HELL UP! I'VE FALLEN PREY TO ONE TOO MANY JIVE ASSES. THAT INNOCENT, NEEDY, NAIVE, LOVE STRUCK LITTLE GIRL IS DEAD AND GONE.....BURIED NEXT TO MY HARD WORKING, NEVER SAW A REAL VACATION, NEVER GOT A GOOD MAN, NEVER GOT TO SEE HER KIDS GROW UP MOMMA. MAYBE I'LL BE JUST LIKE HER. AT THIS POINT....IT'S ALL GOOD. IT'S FUNNY WHAT LIFE CAN DO TO YOU. LOSING MY MOTHER BROKE MY HEART AND THE ASSHOLES I'VE DATED HARDENED IT. I KNOW,...THERE ARE GUYS OUT THERE THAT ARE LIKE, "GREAT! ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE OPRAH LOVING, MEN HATING WOMEN." THAT ISN'T ALL TRUE. I DON'T HATE MEN. I LOVE YOU. IT'S COMEDIC HOW YOU FEED ME SHIT AND TELL ME IT'S CHOCOLATE.....DOWN RIGHT ENTERTAINING. I LOVE TO SEE/HEAR WHAT YOU COME UP WITH NEXT. I LOVE IT. I WON'T EVER TRUST YOU. YOU WILL NEVER DISAPPOINT ME AGAIN. SO, I WORK! I'M SELF-SUFFICIENT AND INDEPENDENT. I TAKE CARE OF ME AND MINE (THE SIS AND THE NEICE). IF I NEVER GET MARRIED.....FINE! IF I NEVER HAVE KIDS! .....GREAT! IF I NEVER KNOW "AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER".....OH FUCKING WELL!! I GAVE UP YEARS AGO! I HAVE NOTHING INSIDE FOR ASSHOLES.....BULLSHIT-ERS IF YOU WILL. I AM NOT ANGRY! I JUST EXPECT YOU TO BE WHO YOU ARE.....TRIFILING! IYANLA VANZANT ONCE SAID,.....WHEN PEOPLE SHOW YOU WHO THEY ARE....BELIEVE THEM! I DO AND I'M DONE. NO MORE FUCKING DRAMA!!

PS... CB, YOU HAVE BEEN THE EXCEPTION SO I GUESS I SHOULDN'T INCLUDE YOU. I LOVE THAT YOU LOVE THE DIVA IN ME! THANKS FOR NOT GIVING ME SHIT....I'D HATE TO HAVE TO THROW YOU IN WITH THE OTHER ASSHOLES.

14 comments:

Mary said...

What the heck is going on over here, Jazzy? You need me to cut someone for you? Actually I probably wouldn't be of much help since I never have cut anyone before but, you know, I can TRY. Hmph. I hope you have a good day despite the drama. *hug*

Casey said...

ouch!!

princessdominique said...

Its better to just say it, get it all out on the table than let it fester. Well put! Say it again for the slow folks.

Nikki said...

Sometimes you gotta get upfront with folks so they can understand how you really feel.

Brownsoul said...

***HUG***

let it go Jazz...let it go

I'm with you...NO MORE DRAMA!!

Toya said...

i am so lost....girl don't pay these folks no mind, you will be ok! all they wanna do is take your joy and don't give them the satisfaction of doing that!

Funkeedva said...

BREEVE BABY BREECE *hug* It is ALL to the good!

Shake em off girl!

Schatzi said...

((HUGS)) girl. Sometimes it feels better to put it out there!! Things will look up!

Me said...

Oh.my.word. Tell 'em twice. I hope you feel better.

Now...

*wavin pistol in the air!!*

Point me to the problem, Jazz. I got this. Drama shut down.

roz m!chelle said...

wow. i'm adding you to my list of favorite blogs...just because u say what the hell u wanna say. big ups to ya 8)

Melinda said...

Ok so this is the first time i have really been to your page ( i think i may have visited many many many moons ago, but not sure) But wow! I feel ya tho. I am not really sure whats going on but I say FUCK THE NEGATIVE ASS HOLES IN THIS WORLD! Hope all is better :)

Jdid said...

whoa! breathe girl donbt let anyone get under your skin. dont sweat what anyone else thinks about you.

Yolanda said...

You should feel like a gazillion pounds lighter. Some things are really better out than in.

Berry said...

BRAVO!!!! I could have written this my damn self! I hear you loud and clear.