Friday, October 28, 2005
Saturday, October 22, 2005
SO, MY COWORKER FROM THE COUNTRY STATION GOT MARRIED TODAY. LIVE, ON THE AIR,....DURING HIS AIR SHIFT! CRAZY, RIGHT? THE LOCAL NEWS CREWS GOT IN ON IT, TOO. CATERING PLACES VOLUNTEERED TO MAKE THE FOOD FOR PLUGS.....THE WHOLE 9. SO BASICALLY, THEY PULLED A STAR JONES AND GOT LOADS OF STUFF FREE. WEIRD STUFF KEPT POPPING IN MY HEAD DURING THE CEREMONY. LIKE THE PART WHEN THE MINISTER ASKS ABOUT THE TOKEN OF LOVE TO BE OFFERED. WOULDN'T IT BE COOL IF SOMEONE SAID, INSTEAD OF A RING...."I OFFER YOU MY VIRGINITY! OR I GIVE TO YOU MY WORD THAT I WON'T CHEAT OR SYPHILLIS (SP?) OR .........
OKAY SERIOUSLY, I NEED TO GET CHECKED FOR A.D.D.
I HAVE MIXED FEELINGS ABOUT THIS WEDDING. JUST LIKE T.V., RADIO HAS A "SWEEPS WEEK" EXCEPT INSTEAD OF A WEEK, IT'S LIKE A PERIOD OF 3MTHS. ANYWAY, I THINK THIS WAS A HUGE THING FOR THE STATION CONSIDERING RATINGS BOOSTS AND ALL BUT,.....
PERSONALLY, I WISH SOME MO FO WOULD COME AND ASK ME TO MARRY HIM WITH THIS LO-BUDGET WEDDING. MY MAMA ALWAYS SAID, "DON'T DO NUTHIN' HALF ASSED!" SO, EITHER I WOULD GO ALL OUT WITH A PLUSH POSH FU-FU WEDDING OR WE'D HI-TAIL IT TO VEGAS BABY! DO YOU THINK THIS WAS CHEEZY SCHMEEZY? OR GENIUS!! (with a J) teehee (U'M JUS SAYIN' DOUGH)
Monday, October 17, 2005
"Denial is the first sign!"
WHAT!! How can you tell someone that they are all wrong about you? Why can't you blow off some steam and have some drinks. I could understand if I came off like Anna Nicole or maybe Tara Reid, but come on!
Anyway,....I pulled a Cartman from SouthPark. "WHATEVAH, WHAT-EVAH! I DO WHAT I WANT!!" and blew the whole thing off. I am so done with DRAMA!
OH AND TO EVERYONE THAT RESPONDED TO THE WHOLE "BECKY" STORY....THANKS!! I REALLY NEEDED YOUR FEEDBACK BECAUSE I WASN'T SURE AS TO WHETHER OR NOT I WAS OVERREACTING. I HAVE SPOKEN TO HER ONCE SINCE THAT POST. I WAS ON MY WAY TO FLORIDA AND TOMMY TUTONES SONG 867-5309 CAME ON THE RADIO. IT'S HER FAVORITE. SO, I DECIDED TO PUNK OUT AND CALL HER AGAIN. SHE DIDN'T ANSWER. SO, I SAID TO MYSELF AGAIN,..."I TRIED!" SHE CALLED A COUPLE OF HOURS LATER, SOBBING. SHE SAID SHE WAS SORRY SHE'S SUCH A BAD FRIEND. SHE SAID SHE HASN'T BEEN HERSELF MENTALLY AND THINGS WERE REALLY FALLING APART. SHE SAID THE DOCTORS DON'T THINK HER GRANDSON WILL MAKE IT. THEY (THE DOCTORS) HAVE ALREADY GIVEN UP. SHE IS DEVISTATED.
now, the me part....i feel like shit for basically disconnecting her out of my life. x, you were right. some people just don't want to talk things out. i don't operate like that so that concept is hard to take in. when you don't communicate, my imagination runs. i thought it was a sign from GOD to end our friendship. You know that whole reason, season stuff? i just felt so helpless when i got off the phone with her. all anyone can do is pray. it's really bad that she has GOD issues. things may never let up for her as a result. but,...i pray all will be well with her and the family soon.
SO TODAY........I GOT GANKED. SOME MUTHA STOLE MY VISA CHECK CARD AND HAD A CHARGIN' GOOD TIME. HERE I AM WITH NO ACCESS TO ANY OF MY FUNDS.....THAT'S F*CKED!! TO THE THEIF DUDE,.....I HOPE YOU TOTALLY GET YOURS AT A TIME WHEN YOU NEED EVERY DIME....BITCH ASS MO FO!!!