So, yesterday was a hellava day. I had a live remote at a car dealership then after that was a company event called "Come Together Day" and I wrapped the day with a party at the Museum called, "Eat Your Art Out." The theme....TACKY. The beverage.....HUNCH PUNCH. The band.....80's COVER. I GOT BUZY!!! I get home and the boyfriend says....YOU ARE AN ALCOHOLIC. He was serious. I thought it was the funniest thing I ever heard. So I said, "Baby, I can assure you that I am NOT an alcoholic!" Can you guess what he said next?
"Denial is the first sign!"
WHAT!! How can you tell someone that they are all wrong about you? Why can't you blow off some steam and have some drinks. I could understand if I came off like Anna Nicole or maybe Tara Reid, but come on!
Anyway,....I pulled a Cartman from SouthPark. "WHATEVAH, WHAT-EVAH! I DO WHAT I WANT!!" and blew the whole thing off. I am so done with DRAMA!
OH AND TO EVERYONE THAT RESPONDED TO THE WHOLE "BECKY" STORY....THANKS!! I REALLY NEEDED YOUR FEEDBACK BECAUSE I WASN'T SURE AS TO WHETHER OR NOT I WAS OVERREACTING. I HAVE SPOKEN TO HER ONCE SINCE THAT POST. I WAS ON MY WAY TO FLORIDA AND TOMMY TUTONES SONG 867-5309 CAME ON THE RADIO. IT'S HER FAVORITE. SO, I DECIDED TO PUNK OUT AND CALL HER AGAIN. SHE DIDN'T ANSWER. SO, I SAID TO MYSELF AGAIN,..."I TRIED!" SHE CALLED A COUPLE OF HOURS LATER, SOBBING. SHE SAID SHE WAS SORRY SHE'S SUCH A BAD FRIEND. SHE SAID SHE HASN'T BEEN HERSELF MENTALLY AND THINGS WERE REALLY FALLING APART. SHE SAID THE DOCTORS DON'T THINK HER GRANDSON WILL MAKE IT. THEY (THE DOCTORS) HAVE ALREADY GIVEN UP. SHE IS DEVISTATED.
now, the me part....i feel like shit for basically disconnecting her out of my life. x, you were right. some people just don't want to talk things out. i don't operate like that so that concept is hard to take in. when you don't communicate, my imagination runs. i thought it was a sign from GOD to end our friendship. You know that whole reason, season stuff? i just felt so helpless when i got off the phone with her. all anyone can do is pray. it's really bad that she has GOD issues. things may never let up for her as a result. but,...i pray all will be well with her and the family soon.
SO TODAY........I GOT GANKED. SOME MUTHA STOLE MY VISA CHECK CARD AND HAD A CHARGIN' GOOD TIME. HERE I AM WITH NO ACCESS TO ANY OF MY FUNDS.....THAT'S F*CKED!! TO THE THEIF DUDE,.....I HOPE YOU TOTALLY GET YOURS AT A TIME WHEN YOU NEED EVERY DIME....BITCH ASS MO FO!!!