Monday, October 17, 2005

MY NAME IS JAZZ,....AND HE THINKS I'M AN ALCOHOLIC

So, yesterday was a hellava day. I had a live remote at a car dealership then after that was a company event called "Come Together Day" and I wrapped the day with a party at the Museum called, "Eat Your Art Out." The theme....TACKY. The beverage.....HUNCH PUNCH. The band.....80's COVER. I GOT BUZY!!! I get home and the boyfriend says....YOU ARE AN ALCOHOLIC. He was serious. I thought it was the funniest thing I ever heard. So I said, "Baby, I can assure you that I am NOT an alcoholic!" Can you guess what he said next?

"Denial is the first sign!"

WHAT!! How can you tell someone that they are all wrong about you? Why can't you blow off some steam and have some drinks. I could understand if I came off like Anna Nicole or maybe Tara Reid, but come on!


Anyway,....I pulled a Cartman from SouthPark. "WHATEVAH, WHAT-EVAH! I DO WHAT I WANT!!" and blew the whole thing off. I am so done with DRAMA!


OH AND TO EVERYONE THAT RESPONDED TO THE WHOLE "BECKY" STORY....THANKS!! I REALLY NEEDED YOUR FEEDBACK BECAUSE I WASN'T SURE AS TO WHETHER OR NOT I WAS OVERREACTING. I HAVE SPOKEN TO HER ONCE SINCE THAT POST. I WAS ON MY WAY TO FLORIDA AND TOMMY TUTONES SONG 867-5309 CAME ON THE RADIO. IT'S HER FAVORITE. SO, I DECIDED TO PUNK OUT AND CALL HER AGAIN. SHE DIDN'T ANSWER. SO, I SAID TO MYSELF AGAIN,..."I TRIED!" SHE CALLED A COUPLE OF HOURS LATER, SOBBING. SHE SAID SHE WAS SORRY SHE'S SUCH A BAD FRIEND. SHE SAID SHE HASN'T BEEN HERSELF MENTALLY AND THINGS WERE REALLY FALLING APART. SHE SAID THE DOCTORS DON'T THINK HER GRANDSON WILL MAKE IT. THEY (THE DOCTORS) HAVE ALREADY GIVEN UP. SHE IS DEVISTATED.
now, the me part....i feel like shit for basically disconnecting her out of my life. x, you were right. some people just don't want to talk things out. i don't operate like that so that concept is hard to take in. when you don't communicate, my imagination runs. i thought it was a sign from GOD to end our friendship. You know that whole reason, season stuff? i just felt so helpless when i got off the phone with her. all anyone can do is pray. it's really bad that she has GOD issues. things may never let up for her as a result. but,...i pray all will be well with her and the family soon.


SO TODAY........I GOT GANKED. SOME MUTHA STOLE MY VISA CHECK CARD AND HAD A CHARGIN' GOOD TIME. HERE I AM WITH NO ACCESS TO ANY OF MY FUNDS.....THAT'S F*CKED!! TO THE THEIF DUDE,.....I HOPE YOU TOTALLY GET YOURS AT A TIME WHEN YOU NEED EVERY DIME....BITCH ASS MO FO!!!

13 comments:

Brownsoul said...

GIRRRRRRRRL! I would be so mad if that check card thing happened to me! I already had a fit with a phone company a couple of months ago because they'd opened an account with my social and it was a delinquent account! Mind you, it wasn't a fraudulent person trying to steal my identity it was the phone company being careless!

What's the litmus test for being an alcoholic? Some people say if you NEED a drink however often. Some people say if you get drunk too often....I dunno...but I do know that when people have a problem THEY know....even if they won't admit it or say it aloud...THEY KNOW. So, do you.

Casey said...

I agree, if my check card come up missing or stolen, I'd scream!!

Prayer is the best decision.. You are right Jazz.

I agree with Andrea. You would know it if you were an alcoholic.

courtneyelizabeth said...

Old thief WILL get his....and ummm...BWAAAAAAHAA HAA @ "Denial is the first sign".....lol I woulda screamed...lol

Just Me said...

I'm not believing that on top of a shitty day...you come home to drama. Didn't he already know about your visa check card before accusing you of being an alcoholic? If he did, then he should have realized that you were blowing off some steam by having a few drinks. I'm sorry you had a day like that. :(

funkee said...

1. You are not an akahawlick
2. Glad you worked it out with your friend
3. Mean people suck! Hope the person who stole yo card gets theirs! UGH!

A* said...

Sheeeet I had someone say that alkie type ish to me one day...my reply was:
I'm not an alcholic...alcholics go to meetings. =P

Get yo merry on grrrl.
Sorry bout ya card...what comes around goes around.

shine.

Nikki said...

Girl, you're not an alcoholic. Alcoholics have to go to those meetings, you don't. LOL!

And I would be heated than a motherfucker if someone stole my check card. I feel for you.

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Mary said...

Tell your man to have a drink and loosen the F up. Bwhahahhaha.

Anonymous said...

I hope you had a Designated Driver, I'm sure the dude was just tryin to get through to you. That must mean more than DRAMA.

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