Monday, November 28, 2005

LET'S JUST GET THIS SHIT OUT ON THE TABL

OK NOW, .....TO THE NEXT PERSON THAT READS MY BLOG ENTRIES AND TRIES TO THROW SHIT I VENT ABOUT UP IN MY FACE OR USE INFO AGAINST ME......YOU COME AT ME WITH BULLSHIT ON MY BLOG......YOU WILL GET CURSED OUT AND CUT OFF!! NO MORE DRAMA! I AM DONE EXPLAINING MYSELF. I AM A GROWN ASS WOMAN AND I DO WHAT THE F*CK I WANT, WHEN I WANT. I AM NOT A WEAK ASS SUBSERVIANT AND PASSIVE DUMB-ASS. YOU GOT ME BENT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. UNDERSTAND THAT I AM THE ONE THAT'S FINE "ALL BY MYSELF" IF IT MEANS BOWING DOWN TO SOME TRIFLING ASS MO-FO. IT'S ALL GOOD. THERE ARE SO MANY DESPERATE ASS WOMEN OUT THERE THAT HAS TO HAVE A MAN!! YOU GOTTA HAVE A MAN SO BAD THAT HE CAN WALK ALL OVER, DISRESPECT YOU, TALK TO YOU ANY KIND OF WAY AND TREAT YOU ANY KIND OF WAY. WAKE THE HELL UP! I'VE FALLEN PREY TO ONE TOO MANY JIVE ASSES. THAT INNOCENT, NEEDY, NAIVE, LOVE STRUCK LITTLE GIRL IS DEAD AND GONE.....BURIED NEXT TO MY HARD WORKING, NEVER SAW A REAL VACATION, NEVER GOT A GOOD MAN, NEVER GOT TO SEE HER KIDS GROW UP MOMMA. MAYBE I'LL BE JUST LIKE HER. AT THIS POINT....IT'S ALL GOOD. IT'S FUNNY WHAT LIFE CAN DO TO YOU. LOSING MY MOTHER BROKE MY HEART AND THE ASSHOLES I'VE DATED HARDENED IT. I KNOW,...THERE ARE GUYS OUT THERE THAT ARE LIKE, "GREAT! ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE OPRAH LOVING, MEN HATING WOMEN." THAT ISN'T ALL TRUE. I DON'T HATE MEN. I LOVE YOU. IT'S COMEDIC HOW YOU FEED ME SHIT AND TELL ME IT'S CHOCOLATE.....DOWN RIGHT ENTERTAINING. I LOVE TO SEE/HEAR WHAT YOU COME UP WITH NEXT. I LOVE IT. I WON'T EVER TRUST YOU. YOU WILL NEVER DISAPPOINT ME AGAIN. SO, I WORK! I'M SELF-SUFFICIENT AND INDEPENDENT. I TAKE CARE OF ME AND MINE (THE SIS AND THE NEICE). IF I NEVER GET MARRIED.....FINE! IF I NEVER HAVE KIDS! .....GREAT! IF I NEVER KNOW "AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER".....OH FUCKING WELL!! I GAVE UP YEARS AGO! I HAVE NOTHING INSIDE FOR ASSHOLES.....BULLSHIT-ERS IF YOU WILL. I AM NOT ANGRY! I JUST EXPECT YOU TO BE WHO YOU ARE.....TRIFILING! IYANLA VANZANT ONCE SAID,.....WHEN PEOPLE SHOW YOU WHO THEY ARE....BELIEVE THEM! I DO AND I'M DONE. NO MORE FUCKING DRAMA!!

PS... CB, YOU HAVE BEEN THE EXCEPTION SO I GUESS I SHOULDN'T INCLUDE YOU. I LOVE THAT YOU LOVE THE DIVA IN ME! THANKS FOR NOT GIVING ME SHIT....I'D HATE TO HAVE TO THROW YOU IN WITH THE OTHER ASSHOLES.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN.....DON'T SAY I'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING 4 YA!!

INTERNSHIPS/JOB OPPORTUNITIES/FREE EDUCATION
-FYI
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005

AND THE HITS JUST KEEP ON COMING..........

SO,...STILL TRYING TO RECOVER FROM THE CHECK CARD DRAMA. I DECIDE TO JUST VENT AND UPDATE THE BLOG WITH ILLUSTATION VIA PHOTOBUCKET. I WAS QUITE PROUD OF THAT PARTICULAR ENTRY. I SMILED AND PRESSED SEND AND ......

DUN, DON, DUUNN!!!!

BLOG ENTRY TIMED OUT!!!!

WHAT!!!! I TRIED TO GO BACK, I TRIED TO REFRESH, I TRIED EVERYTHING AND.....

NADA!!!! AARRGGG!!!!!

THAT SUCKED!!!!

SO, I DECIDED TO JUST DEAL WITH IT THE NEXT DAY.

ON MY WAY TO WORK, THE MORNING SHOW......5:30 IN THE AM.....

I GET A F-ING TICKET!!!!

NOPE, NOT A SPEEDING TICKET!!!

NOPE, NOT DRIVING ON THE WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD!!!!

NOT EVEN, WAS IT A SEAT BELT TICKET!!!!

I THINK AMERICA,.....I HAVE WON THE AWARD FOR THE STUPIDEST TICKET AWARD......EVER!!!!!!

I, JAZZ,....RECEIVED AND COULD NOT TALK MY WAY OUT OF A TICKET FOR......

ARE YOU READY FOR THIS ONE?..........

I DON'T THINK YOU ARE YET.......

LET ME JUST SAY, THAT AT 5:30AM (NO ONE ELSE ON THE ROAD) IN ALBANY,.......

WHERE THE HUMIDITY CREATES THICK FOG!!!

ON WESTOVER (A STREET NOTORIOUS FOR DEER GANGS!......THUGS, IF YOU WILL, IN THE STREET TO F-UP YOUR RIDE (NOT RELATED TO BAMBI))

SO, NOW.....GUESS WHAT MY TICKET WAS FOR?

"FAILURE TO DIM HEADLIGHTS!"
"FAILURE TO DIM THE F-ING HEADLIGHTS!"
ARE YOU F-ING KIDDING ME?

I DON'T GET A FLASHING OF THE LIGHTS LIKE, "HEY BUDDY, YOUR BRIGHTS ARE ON!" OR A WARNING, EVEN. NOPE, MR. MAN JUST SAID MY BRIGHTS WERE ON AND HE WAS TICKETING ME.

I ASKED,"DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS, CAN'T YOU PLEASE JUST UNDERSTAND THAT I WAS SINGING WITH MY PRINCE GREATEST HITS CD ON THE WAY TO WORK? I DIDN'T REALIZE YOU JUMPED ON THE ROAD. I WAS FOCUSED ON THE ROAD AND TRYING TO SEE AND AVOID DEER."

HE SAID,......

(GET THIS).......WELL, MA'AM YOUR COURT DATE IS JAN. 11TH. AT LEAST IT'S AFTER THE HOLIDAYS! (IN AN OPTIMISTIC UNDERTONE)

I THOUGHT.....THIS MUTHA FRIK@#*!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS ISH! ASHTON BETTER JUMP HIS HAPPY ASS OUT OF THE WOODS OR SOMETHING BECAUSE I AM IN THE FREAKIN' TWILIGHT ZONE!!

OF COURSE, I HAD A FIELD DAY ON THE MORNING SHOW. I GAVE AWAY PRIZES TO ANYBODY THAT EVER GOT A TICKET FOR A DUMB REASON. I WAS/AM PISSED.

OH YEAH, DID I TELL YA THE TICKET IS 71.50? THAT'S ALMOST A HUNDRED BUCKS! I'M STILL MAD!!!! *****MOUTH ALL POKED OUT!*********** I MEAN, I GREW UP RESPECTING OFFICERS. IN ATLANTA, THEY HAD THE OFFICER FRIENDLY PROGRAM, WHERE KIDS ARE TAUGHT THAT COPS ARE YOUR FRIENDS. THEY ARE THERE TO DEFEND AND PROTECT YOU. I FELT LIKE HE WAS JUST THROWING HIS WEIGHT AROUND. THAT DIDN'T SIT WELL WITH ME. IF I AM WRONG, IF I WERE SPEEDING, I COULD ACCEPT IT BUT THAT WAS RIDICULUS.

AAAGGGHHHHH!!!!!

OK, I'M DONE VENTING. HAVE A NICE DAY!

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

THE END OF AN ERA

THANKS GUYS FOR HELPING WITH THAT SPAM CRAP. I CAN'T BELIEVE THOSE GUYS. GGEEEZZZ!!! ANYWAYS,....LOTS HAS GONE ON SINCE MY LAST BLOG. THE BEST FRIEND AARON IS NOW IN A SCUBA CLASS AND IS SO EXCITED. ( I THINK HE'S MORE EXCITED ABOUT THE SCUBA GEAR HE GETS TO WEAR AS OPPOSED TO THE "ACTUAL CLASS")

Image hosted by Photobucket.com TUNE TRIVA HAS BEEN A BLAST BUT THE PLACE THAT WE GO TO HANG OUT FOR IT IS CLOSING AT THE YEARS END AND WE ARE ALL BUMMED ABOUT IT. I MEAN, WHAT OTHER PLACE BRINGS "EVERYBODY" TOGETHER.

Image hosted by Photobucket.com WE HAVE USED THE PLACE AS AN EXCUSE TO ACT LIKE COLLEGE KIDS. (eeewww, do I look cross eyed in this picture? not that there's anything wrong with being cross eyed,....i'm just sayin'! ****dang it A.D.D.**** back to whatever it was I was yappin' about) WHAT WILL WE EVER DO? IT'S SORT OF LIKE CHEERS. EVERYBODY KNOWS YOUR NAME....THEY EVEN RESERVE A TABLE FOR US. I HAVE ISSUES WITH CHANGE. I LIKE TO KEEP THINGS AS THEY ARE....ESPECAILLY WHEN THEY ARE GOOD. OH YEAH, DON'T BE FOOLED BY THE COUPLE BELOW. IT'S JUST ANOTHER EXAMPLE OF HOW GOOFY WE GET THERE. THEY ARE BOTH GAY SO THEY WERE "POSING" FOR THE CAMERA....AND THE OTHER CHICA BELOW IS JEN, AN ASPIRING ACTRESS. SHE DOES A LOT OF SHOWS FOR THEATRE ALBANY. I KNOW SHE'S GONNA BLOW UP ONE DAY.
Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com UNTIL THEY CUT THE LIGHTS OUT,....I WILL REPORT FROM HAMILTONS BAR & GRILL. VIVA LA TUNE TRIVIA!!!!