HI ALL! Well, things are getting worse at work so far but...I'm using it as a motivational tool to get my ish together. This year...2007 will be my year. (don't we say that every year?) I mean it...really. I feel like I'm being backed into a corner. I'm coming out swinging....BET!
I have so much to tell you in the coming year....HANG TIGHT and stay with me....we're in for a bumpy ride.
LOVE YA!! Jazzy
Monday, December 25, 2006
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
THE HITS JUST KEEP ON COMING
Hi Ya All! It's been a minute, hunh? I apologize. I got tired of the pity party and I didn't want to post again until I got the emotional stink off. I absorb the energy of others and I didn't want to bring anyone else down. I apologize again.
So, what's been up? Other than some anonymous a-hole posting a f~ing book on the blog dispite the passcode....I've been good.
I don't have most of the Christmas shopping done. It seems like I used to have more money to work with or something and I'm making more and spending less....What's that about?
I've been dieting...AGAIN! Why can't I be like the French? Indulge in the beauty of life IN MODERATION. I have no control. Well, I take that back. I can only control it if I have NONE. MEPathetic...but true. Oh well, I'm on a do without mission until the many fabulous MEs meet as one. (if you are fluffy...you understand) OMG! DID YOU SEE THE BIGGEST LOSER FINALE? AMAZING!!
My station currently is ALL CHRISTMAS and it is driving me a little nuts. 24/7 with a hundred variations of Jingle Bells...it's driving me mad! at the same time...I Love it! I'm totally weird.
Anyway...GOOD NEWS! Before the boss left...he made it possible so that I get a lap top. It's so cool. So you will definitely see more posts.
I'll post with some holiday pics soon.
So, what's been up? Other than some anonymous a-hole posting a f~ing book on the blog dispite the passcode....I've been good.
I don't have most of the Christmas shopping done. It seems like I used to have more money to work with or something and I'm making more and spending less....What's that about?
I've been dieting...AGAIN! Why can't I be like the French? Indulge in the beauty of life IN MODERATION. I have no control. Well, I take that back. I can only control it if I have NONE. MEPathetic...but true. Oh well, I'm on a do without mission until the many fabulous MEs meet as one. (if you are fluffy...you understand) OMG! DID YOU SEE THE BIGGEST LOSER FINALE? AMAZING!!
My station currently is ALL CHRISTMAS and it is driving me a little nuts. 24/7 with a hundred variations of Jingle Bells...it's driving me mad! at the same time...I Love it! I'm totally weird.
Anyway...GOOD NEWS! Before the boss left...he made it possible so that I get a lap top. It's so cool. So you will definitely see more posts.
I'll post with some holiday pics soon.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
I'VE GOT THE BLUES
Hi ya everyone. Well, the 2 of you that are still checkin' up on me to make sure I'm still a f~ing live. Anyway....I know it's my fault.
I'm still dealing with the boss situation because it's come to my attention that he'd been protecting us for the longest time. Apparently, alot of us were to be fired and he'd just find inventive ways to cut the budget instead. He called me the other day and sensed a sadness. He would never say if anything were wrong but I think I have a way of reading things like that in people. Anyway....I can tell he misses us too. He and his girlfriend are like family. Is that crazy?
anywaz....
My love life ain't to lovely these days. I love working. It's my therapy. (who says this shit) But it is. I know that I have neglected my boyfriend alot in the process but I'm on a mission. There's money to be made and also...I've got my eyes on a market closer to home. So, I MuST bust my ass to make this station a hit and impress the right people. Am I wrong?
I know he's frustrated and I can't help that. One thing I can help is the words that utter from my lips. I never say anything that I will have to apologize for later. I don't dish out what I can take. What do you do when someone fucks up in the middle of a discussion and says something that they claim later, they didn't mean? How can you act is if it were a joke or never uttered at all? Is sorry enough? I'm at a loss.
I'm still dealing with the boss situation because it's come to my attention that he'd been protecting us for the longest time. Apparently, alot of us were to be fired and he'd just find inventive ways to cut the budget instead. He called me the other day and sensed a sadness. He would never say if anything were wrong but I think I have a way of reading things like that in people. Anyway....I can tell he misses us too. He and his girlfriend are like family. Is that crazy?
anywaz....
My love life ain't to lovely these days. I love working. It's my therapy. (who says this shit) But it is. I know that I have neglected my boyfriend alot in the process but I'm on a mission. There's money to be made and also...I've got my eyes on a market closer to home. So, I MuST bust my ass to make this station a hit and impress the right people. Am I wrong?
I know he's frustrated and I can't help that. One thing I can help is the words that utter from my lips. I never say anything that I will have to apologize for later. I don't dish out what I can take. What do you do when someone fucks up in the middle of a discussion and says something that they claim later, they didn't mean? How can you act is if it were a joke or never uttered at all? Is sorry enough? I'm at a loss.
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